I wish I didn't hope it were you calling, every time the phone rings.
I wish I could bring myself to delete your numbers off of my speed dial.
I wish you didn't show up in my list of people who've messaged me on the dating website that we met on.
I wish I hadn't been thinking of the things we could do together in the days, weeks, months and years to come.
I wish that I hadn't felt the urge to say "I love you" every time I held you.
I wish I had said it.
I wish I could believe that it would have made a difference if I had.
